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This was the second one, also deleted. but I didn't find the cool graphic for that one.


I think what I talk about, a lot of creative people already know.

But i was severely left brained.

what i am journaling is the right brain. and journeying.

Master and Emissary/the Divided Brain's got it.

But I was here first. Time and date stamps, baby. And the prick doesn't even mention Jaynes.

And like the person in the docu, I had a head injury on the left side of my head. It was considered serious. I was rushed to Ottawa. A neurosurgeon was on stand by. Luckily the pressure had built up on the outside of the skull.

I was 12? I think. It was the day of our first actual rugby match. We were roughhousing near our lockers. this big corn fed country boy (my friend actually) was trying to pick me up.. But i had a wicked headlock when I was a kid. If i got it under your chin you weren't getting out. If you tried to pick me up, I'd hook my legs between yours so you couldnt.

And that's what happened. We got tripped up and fell, and and my head hit the combo lock on a locker.

Regardless of how many fights I had been in.. I had even broken it, my nose had never bled. I went into the washroom and squatted against the wall, and it gushed, covering my shirt.

Thats about all I remember, except some drunk-like flashbacks of walking down the halls to go to the office, and it seeming like it was titled 45 degrees. they called my fucking mom to pick me up.

I remember darkness, and cold steel. Supposed I was thrashing around and fighting a bunch of orderlies on the gurney.

And that's that, jack.

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vigilance - 3 Weeks Ago 04:48 PM
look! I'm a seal! arf arf arf

Tuesday, March 5, 2013 at 2:55pm EST
ah shit the right side is starting to tingle again
haha sunshine

Wednesday, April 10, 2013 at 11:31am EDT
i get a little twitch in the back of my head now and then, but nothing like it was. it was fucking squirming a couple of months ago when I did this
when i was younger and I dropped acid, i would also get the sensation of my skin tightening in the back of my head. so I'm sure its related
but this was different. it was fucking squirming. like worms or something.
and no acid.
i think im going through a last set of changes.
hahaha remember when I was worried i was going to burst into light
fuck. that was so real. I thought i was returning the source.
so why do my palms get tight
can i do shit with that or what
this is like greatest american hero. I don't have the instruction manual.
just you wait! ::shakes fist in air::
i like my internet rants
oh fuck i always forget. Metatron.
or is someone reminding me?

Wednesday, May 1, 2013 at 12:33pm EDT
i am a fucking database.
well just the indexing.
i dont memorize anything, I can go directly to it when I need it.
its all about patterns and pattern matching. Im aware of this on some level.
ahhh my head is tingling.
its something that happens when the right and left sides get warmed up.
i used to shake this off. distract myself til it stopped.
you know when you yawn? at that point someplace in the exact middle of that reflex, theres a cold bolt of lightning down the centre of your brain?
it can be like that sometimes.. but not just a quick second... but CONSTANT.
its disconcerting.

Friday, May 3, 2013 at 11:09am EDT
i told myself i wasnt going to do this anymore.
and in fact ive told you too much.
but you'll never see it so it doesnt matter.
tingle tingle
apocalypse now

Monday, May 13, 2013 at 9:21am
its all coming from the same place.
i am that place
deja vu
the eye of chaos
fuck here we go again
actually the right side of my head started tingling again last night
i knew this was coming as soon as I said I was totally back to being me.

Wednesday, July 10, 2013 at 9:47am EDT
it has somethign to do with a particular part of the brain
i havent felt the worms crawling in my brain for awhile.
i think im about to rant.
its the goddamn sun
yahu is the sun

Saturday, July 13, 2013 at 5:58pm EDT
you have no idea what you woke up.
you've forgotten what the words mean
theres the body of christ, the church.
Is-Ra-El.
oops.
i dont try. this just happens.
carrier wave

Tuesday, August 6, 2013 at 9:48am EDT
tingle tingle
i knew this was coming

Wednesday, August 28, 2013 at 8:56am EDT
that just needs to fuck right off now.
my head is tingling. whos that
i put myself in a trance dont i
i know its fun watchig me figure it out, but tell me already.

Friday, November 29, 2013 at 2:42pm EST
they could know about the left and right brain cause it tingles when it warms up to different things

Sunday, December 1, 2013 at 3:18pm EST
1996. The thinking and insomnia started between christmas 1995 and new years 1996.
i knew i couldnt sleep cause there were changes being made in my tinglely, increasingly pressurized head.

Thursday, December 5, 2013 at 9:31pm EST
my right brain is tingling like a mofo

vigilance - 3 Weeks Ago 04:50 PM
Wednesday, December 11, 2013 at 10:32am EST
fuck its so obvious to me nowadays, the tingle in the right side of my head when Im onto something.. that thing that feels like intuition but is something else..
ut oh. I was just thinking about how "it' was gone, over. Here it comes again.

Friday, December 20, 2013 at 10:23am EST
the sun HAD be very quiet for over a week and I had been busy with real world chores. But the sun is entering its weakest phase for the next 5 days and with otherwise low solar activity i was really feeling it. Ive been getting faint spells when I get up too fast and all that.
i was just saying yesterday how dead the sun is, etc.
and like clockwork, as soon as it starts up again I start talking about the sun and metatron. AGAIN
i know when i saw that angel in the sun pasage yesterday that had been guided by the torah scroll poiinting finger

Wednesday, January 15, 2014 at 9:36pm EST
thats giving me the tingle

Thursday, January 16, 2014 at 5:49pm EST
this makes my head tingle.

Tuesday, January 21, 2014 at 5:38pm EST
my head is tingling again

Wednesday, January 22, 2014 at 8:17pm EST
how come when im engaged in certain things the area above and behind my right ear starts to tingle HARD. It can radiate back along the ridge of the occipital part of the skull. When it's real strong, it feels like worms wiggling around
this is it, eh? The real stuff. Pay attention.
i think at least 6 of my 8 cylinders are firing

Saturday, January 25, 2014 at 10:36am EST
remember reclaim restore revere rejoice reveal
tingle tingle

Saturday, March 15, 2014 at 9:07am EDT
tingle tingle

Saturday, May 10, 2014 at 4:50pm EDT
fuck the right side of my head is tingling
natural vitamin D
monotheism, bitches. There is only One.

Sunday, July 6, 2014 at 5:09pm EDT
oh oh there's the tingle. hi!

Wednesday, July 23, 2014 at 7:31pm EDT
But Im also scared about what happens as this solar max wanes, if Im just gonna go back to sleep again.
I like to think that Ive learned to turn it on and off, get the hemispheres warmed up and tingling through certain techniques and what I guess would be considered rituals.. but who knows man. No one gave me a manual and Im really just winging it as I go, trying to listen to the echoes from the right side of my brain.
I probably shouldnt have rejected my sponsor.

Thursday, September 11, 2014 at 5:16pm EDT
Won Brain updated his status.
Its the cerebellum.
it starts to feel like there's worms wiggling around back there under the ridge
it used to be just a tingle.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014 at 9:56pm EDT
Wednesday, January 22, 2014 at 8:17pm EST Vigilance Mars updated their status. how come when im engaged in certain things the area above and behind my right ear starts to tingle HARD. It can radiate back along the ridge of the occipital part of the skull. When it's real strong, it feels like worms wiggling around
and now i know the term "cerebellum".
come and get some, kundalini masters.

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