elixirmixer

2 years ago I was homeless-ish. I was living in a caravan up in the mountainous peaks of the flinders ranges. The closest town had 17 residence. I was alone. I fast and prayed and swore to myself that I would never allow myself to become this dis-empowered ever again.

Here we are two years later. I own a company that makes me significant money without me having to do any work. I just sold my other crypto-currency company for approx $500,000 in cash and equity. I just got offered a job on 250k a year (which I'm turning down) and more important than all of that, I built a huge friendship group of people I can trust. True best buddies, an entire horde of them. Wife returned, long ago now. Right now I'm in some bed and breakfast in Brisbane, just arrived from going to a conference in Melbourne. Going to one today and then a day strategic wealth summit on the gold coast.

So what happened? What changed? What caused this great shift?

Honestly, nothing. I didn't change at all. I just stopped avoiding the success. I stopped doubting myself. I stopped saying no to victory. I realised that I was valuable, just the way I was. And when I realised how valuable last, 'll the people around me did aswell.

And I'm bringing this up here because I feel there are just sooooo many people out there that are doing this same thing. Sabotaging themselves because they feel they don't deserve it, or that they can't do it, or that no one will listen to them etc.

Fuck other people and what they think and tell yourself to get fucked aswell.

I just started telling myself " me talking shit to people for 3 hours a week is worth 100k. I'm going to get a job talking shit. I'm going to do it for 3 - 5 hours a week and I'm going to book 40 bastard what I'm worth" turns out it easier 500k instead of 100k"

The universe is INDEED a big hologram. It responds directly to your consciousness, your belief system etc.

Do you feel broke? Because if you do, it's that very feeling, that is inside of you, that is the actual cause of your poverty. If you want to escape that race, you need to start from the inside out.

Go to the gym (I actually managed to do all this without improving my health which I do not at all recommend)
Go shopping and buy that tech gear you wanted.
Go and clean up your resume and apply for jobs that even though you don't have the professional experience, you know you would be good at.
Go and start your online buses idea.
Just. Go.
Just go and do whatever the fuck it is that you know you are suppose to do with your life.
Stop sabotaging yourself. Stop blaming other people for being shit. People have always been shit, and I've got news for you, you are a piece of shit aswell. So no need to point the finger at another poo and just get in a poo fight.
Just go and be not shit. That in itself is a huge miracle.

Now perhaps non of this had anything to do with me. I did pray to God and said 'Dear Baby Jesus, what the fuck bro? Look dude I'm happy to go all crazy alchemy kaballah or whatever the fuck it is that you want me to do, but mate, you have to flick the bill here. I can't provide for my family and build out all this weirdo ancient tech you've called me to do. I want cash. And I want time. So cough up buddy or stop putting all your expectations on me."

Nec-minute. Not poor anymore. And have nothing but time on my hands.