Hi,
since i am taking Ajo de Monte aka Ajos Sacha in form of a tea before sleeping, interesting things started to happen:
Early in the morning, in the state between sleeping/dreaming and awakening, a kind of automatic thinking kicks in. I am not sure if it is some form of automatic thinking or rather my subconsciousness dictating myself thoughts and insights. The thoughts come without actively thinking, my mind is resting and on standby, and usually they teach me ideas or facts in a greater context: Spiritual theory, on what to focus in life and on what not, what really is important, how things are connected and how they work together, etc.
I am fully aware while this happens and the teachings are so perspicuous, sharp and valuable, that i want to get up and write it down, but i don't, as i don't want to stop or interrupt it. As soon as i fully wake up, the lessons i have learned are mostly forgotten. I just remember that i learnt it, but i cannot really recall it anymore.
My guess is, that my subconsciousness is talking to me, i save it and archive it, then i fully wake up and my day to day consciousness takes over and the veil of oblivion is set.
It's possible that this happens all the time, but only since i take ajo de monte the night before, i become aware of it, albeit only for the time when this happens.
I am not sure if it happens now because of the ayahuasca session one month before, or if it is because of the ajo de monte tea, or because of both or because of another reason. Since the ayahuasca ceremony, i am another person. My head is clean, my bad thoughts/inner demons have vanished. I learnt to listen to people, am more balanced, happy and relaxed and my interest for spiritual learning awoke to 100%. I am healing.
The ajo de monte is an amazonian plant / shrub. Some shamans put it also in the ayahuasca brew, it is said to keep evil spirits at bay. It helps me to sleep profoundly (when i take it before watching a movie at night, i usually fall asleep after 20-30 min and cannot resist), also dreams are more lucid and said "automatic thinking" is another effect. The leaves are excellent for the body too: they are highly anti-inflammatory, clean the body, kill fungi, bacterias, parasites and virus, among other effects.
Do you have experience with the mentioned auto-reflexion / subconscious-talk?
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